What is a birth astride a grave?: 'Ohio Impromptu&am(21)
时间:2008-01-23 11:17来源:Modern Drama,Vol.40 No.1,Sprin作者:John L. … 点击:
unity (the white and black dots on the opposite-colored fields, and
the fact that the black and white halves are contained within a
single circle). Concepts which our western culture has taught as
distinct, separate entities, even down to simple matters like Hot
and Cold, are in reality both two and one: two in the sense that
they are not, in our usual frame of reference, conceptualized as
"the same," and from a causal framework, it is generally easier to
think of them as separate or polar opposites, and one in the sense
that it is only our mental activity -- our consciousness -- which
separates them. As Kasulis puts it, the Zen master's teachings are
usually aimed at making explicit "the relativity of all
conceptualizations -- even those which constitute the doctrines of
the Buddhist tradition itself" (Kasulis 13). Under this radical
relativity, even Buddhism's own teachings ultimately must be
secondary to immediate experience -- a point which we will find is
also important to Ohio Impromptu.
(23) Deshimaru, 4. See note 8.
(24) Samuel Beckett, Rockaby, in The Collected Shorter Plays of
Samuel Beckett (New York, 1984), 278.
(25) A Westerner, D.E. Harding, who "found" Zen through an
accidental encounter with the enlightened state, speaks in words
which sound as if they could have come from the "worn volume" when
he describes his experience: "What... happened was something
absurdly simple... . For once, words really failed me. I forgot my
name, my humanness, my thingness, all that could be called me or
mine.... It was as if I had been born that instant, brand new,
mindless, innocent of all memories" (D.E. Harding, On Having No
Head: Zen and the Re-Discovery of the Obvious (Boston, 1986), 1-2.
In other words, he found himself free from the mental grid within
which we normally try to force the ever changing world, and became
one with everything as his "I-ness" dropped away. As Harding puts
it, he was still himself, but he was no longer himSelf. What seems a
complex paradox to the logical, conscious mind, is, as Harding says,
"absurdly simple" when the forebrain stops trying to figure it out.
The listener and the reader are two and they are one; it is that
complex -- and that simple.
(26) Doll, 50. See note 14.
(27) Houston Smith, Introduction to D.E. Harding, On Having No Head:
Zen and the Re-Discovery of the Obvious (Boston, 1986), vii.