What is a birth astride a grave?: 'Ohio Impromptu&am(9)
时间:2008-01-23 11:17来源:Modern Drama,Vol.40 No.1,Sprin作者:John L. … 点击:
would belittle, or even destroy the vastness and simplicity of the
koan that is Ohio Impromptu.
One of the reasons that L and R originally perceive themselves (or
are perceived) as different is because they have not yet found their
original faces, their (original) enlightened selves. From the
internal narrative (and assuming a congruence between what's going
on stage and in the narrative), we are told that since the
listener's separation from his Beloved (the owner of "the dear
name"), he has been subject to "his old terror of the night" (286-7)
-- he, like Vladimir, Estragon, and many another Beckettian
character, is a conscious, wanting, and waiting "I" who suffers from
desire: desire to perceive and be perceived; desire for "another
living soul"(24) With whom to interact and from whom hopefully to
find relief. This other (more exactly, the messenger of this other),
is perceived as someone separate, a distinct and therefore
unknowable other. According to Zen philosophy, however, it is only
because the listener maintains a causal, historically influenced
frame of reference that he perceives the reader as separate, or even
feels the anguish of separation and waiting/ longing for his
Beloved. The listener is both correct and incorrect when he claims
that "Nothing he had ever done alone could ever be undone. By him
alone" (286). So long as he maintains a distinction between self and
other, he is correct: nothing can be undone by him alone. If,
however, he changes his vision to that of the marginalized frame of
reference -- the without-context of Zen -- he will perceive all
around him without the need for self-reifying categories like
"alone," and will therefore be released from everything he ever did
alone (in the old frame of reference).
From the new frame of reference, what plagues the listener (and thus
L and/ or R) is not the loss of his Beloved one but the loss of his
true nature -- his prereflective consciousness beyond consciousness
-- or equally, his inability to return to the state of
without-subjectivity. However, this changes during the play: though
the listener (and L, R, and us along with him) initially regards the
messenger as a completely separate entity, as the play progresses we
are told that "[w]ith never a word exchanged they grew to be as one"
(287); through the repeated ritual of reading the story/koan, the
two lose their distinctness, slowly merging into a single "one."