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What is a birth astride a grave?: 'Ohio Impromptu&am(9)

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      would belittle, or even destroy the vastness and simplicity of the
      koan that is Ohio Impromptu.
      One of the reasons that L and R originally perceive themselves (or
      are perceived) as different is because they have not yet found their
      original faces, their (original) enlightened selves. From the
      internal narrative (and assuming a congruence between what's going
      on stage and in the narrative), we are told that since the
      listener's separation from his Beloved (the owner of "the dear
      name"), he has been subject to "his old terror of the night" (286-7)
      -- he, like Vladimir, Estragon, and many another Beckettian
      character, is a conscious, wanting, and waiting "I" who suffers from
      desire: desire to perceive and be perceived; desire for "another
      living soul"(24) With whom to interact and from whom hopefully to
      find relief. This other (more exactly, the messenger of this other),
      is perceived as someone separate, a distinct and therefore
      unknowable other. According to Zen philosophy, however, it is only
      because the listener maintains a causal, historically influenced
      frame of reference that he perceives the reader as separate, or even
      feels the anguish of separation and waiting/ longing for his
      Beloved. The listener is both correct and incorrect when he claims
      that "Nothing he had ever done alone could ever be undone. By him
      alone" (286). So long as he maintains a distinction between self and
      other, he is correct: nothing can be undone by him alone. If,
      however, he changes his vision to that of the marginalized frame of
      reference -- the without-context of Zen -- he will perceive all
      around him without the need for self-reifying categories like
      "alone," and will therefore be released from everything he ever did
      alone (in the old frame of reference).
      From the new frame of reference, what plagues the listener (and thus
      L and/ or R) is not the loss of his Beloved one but the loss of his
      true nature -- his prereflective consciousness beyond consciousness
      -- or equally, his inability to return to the state of
      without-subjectivity. However, this changes during the play: though
      the listener (and L, R, and us along with him) initially regards the
      messenger as a completely separate entity, as the play progresses we
      are told that "[w]ith never a word exchanged they grew to be as one"
      (287); through the repeated ritual of reading the story/koan, the
      two lose their distinctness, slowly merging into a single "one."