What is a birth astride a grave?: 'Ohio Impromptu&am(5)
时间:2008-01-23 11:17来源:Modern Drama,Vol.40 No.1,Sprin作者:John L. … 点击:
practice, suffering, and the gradual build up of enlightenment are
intensified and foreshortened as the former ego-centered paradigm is
cast off in favor of the "without-context" of Satori. This quiet,
still, yet intensely suffering period is what we see before us on
stage. As with Zen practice, this critical moment is brought on by
intensity of repetition, on both large and small scales. For Zen,
repetition is the key to perfecting any act, be it zazen (sitting in
the lotus position and concentrating on Mujo -- no mind, or
no-thing), martial arts, or even breathing. Perfection comes through
repetition,(11) and only then can enlightenment come. Attempting to
achieve Mujo (or "without mind") purposefully(12) requires endless
repetitive practice, as any form of striving for, or desiring the
enlightened state will invariably call the ego (or active conscious
mind) into play, which will create a state of wanting or waiting for
"something" to happen, destroying the subject's chance of finding a
consciousness beyond consciousness.
Finally, after "revolving it all" in an endless series of ritual
mental iterations (analogous to May's physical pacing in Footfalls),
the student ceases to wait for something to happen while sitting in
zazen.
No longer sitting to be enlightened, one merely sits to sit. Feeling
almost dead in any case, no longer protecting any part of the self,
the disciple sits with abandonment, totally unconcerned with the
consequences. At this point, the Great Doubt may arise: a
still-point of terrible tension in which one gives oneself up to the
feeling of nowhere to go.(13)
At this point, scales of time and space cease to exist in a
logically connected, contiguous sense. And once this state comes to
pass, the Great Death can occur, allowing enlightenment to fill the
void. It is only through repetition of "right action," and
especially of zazen, that one can purposely attain the state of
Satori, or Nirvana. There is no great mystery, then, why Zen monks
spend their entire lives repeating the zazen meditation and
question-answer periods many hours a day: to achieve the new vision
of the world which enlightenment affords, any cost is deemed
acceptable.
As far as Ohio Impromptu is concerned, the Zen practice of ritual
repetition can help to explain the ostensibly repeated reading of
the "sad tale," as well as R's repetition of certain pieces of the