posit the ego-self as center and focal point. At
this rudimentary level, hsin or consciousness
engages in (ultimately futile) wei activity, seeking
to control and manipulate what is perceived as the
other.
In turn, the I or ego-self perpetrates the
subject/object duality of questioner (1) as
distinguished from that which is questioned
(myself). Hence arises the eternal and central query
of western philosophy concerning self-identity,
epitomized by the Cartesian meditations. The
subjective (inquiring) Self may be identified with
the Tree Self discussed in the Upanisads as the
aatman. Since it is impossible to grasp this aatman,
the ultimate result of the attempt to do so is
self-estrangement and anxiety. In a generalized
sense, the Buddha termed this dukkha, while modern
psychotherapy has referred to it as the Existential
Vacuum (k'ung k'ung tung tung). As Abe observes:"The
ego-self, split at the root into subject and object,
is forever dangling over a bottomless abyss, unable
to gain any footing." (47)
The existential realization of the unattainabi-
lity of the True Self constitutes an opaque wall
blocking the path of enlightenment. Only by
destroying the ego-self can no-self or, more
precisely, no-ego-self, emerge, thereby putting an
end to the false subject/object duality. The
possibility of realization, and the impossibility of
attainment, also underscores the present fact of
enlightenment as an awakening to a pre-existing
reality rather than an accomplishment to be
achieved.
II 'Mountains are not mountains, waters are not
waters'
The keynote at this stage is the denial of
differentiation, affirmation, and objectification,
that is a total contradiction of the preceding stage
and can be characterized as nihilistic. It
encompasses the an-aatman and pu-wei of Taoism as
well as Hui-neng's pu-hsin, in direct opposition to
the previous stage. For Nietzsche, it corresponds to
the nay-saying rebellious lion, representing the
common chord of destruction-Great Doubt.