However, inherent in this negation is a new
differentiation, an ultimately misguided
polarization between differentiation and lack of
differentiation. This is a
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crucial and necessary transitional phase that
represents a two-edged Zen sword that may both kill
and save. On the one hand, it represents a solution
to the fundamental problematic of stage one, rooted
in existential awareness, by uprooting the ego-self.
The result of this obliteration is detachment, an
ebbing of anxiety, and tranquility. On the other
hand it contains an implicit danger of fixation on
no-self. Paralleling Pai chang's warning against
" meditation sickness, " it includes the risk
factor of wallowing in non-attachment, leading to
indifference and lack of compassion as negativity
predominates. Latent within it Abe identifies a
"hidden form of anxiety".
Thus, it also represents an obstacle on the
enlightenment path, but a much more subtle obstacle,
hiding is liabilities by its transparency. That is
to say, unlike the opaque wall presented by the
ego-self that must be broken through in going from
the first to the second stage, this wall deludes us
into thinking we already have achieved our
objective, for we are allowed to glimpse the goal.
The danger is that we will mistake seeing
enlightenment for being enlightened, just as
Hsiang-yen mistakingly assumed his poverty was
"real" poverty, unlike his original error. The
common flaw in both the first and second stages is a
lingering objectification-first in terms of an
ego-self and then as its denial, a no-self. Even the
no-self is ascribed the properties of
unattainability or emptiness that perpetuate the
myth of thing-ness. Furthermore, this thing
continues to be perceived as needing to acquire
enlightenment, creating a gulf between that which
experiences realization and that which is to be